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Making music on the synthesizer is an activity of erasure for me. Ive been sober for over 5 years at this point, but I think a lot about addiction still, and how that impulse, habit, biochemistry has warped since I quit drinking and drugging. I frequently ask myself why did I bring myself so close to oblivion? Well, to forget the pain of being alive. I dont feel the pain quite so constantly these days, but I do have a fixation on bringing myself to the brink of waking unconsciousness. I get there with long distance running, for instance. Running has been a constant companion in my recovery. Its when I do my clearest thinking and my clearest unthinking. At some point, my self just seems to slip away. And thats kind of what happens when I have my consciousness buried in my synthesizer Im not mentally there anymore. Im wading waist deep in patch cords, searching and searching. At any rate, Close is about that.
Mastered by Mikey Young.
Close by Jordan Reyes
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